Baju Raya: one down, a few more to go

My besfriend Echot told me that her sister Affanida Aryan still takes Raya order, but they will only be available for collection a week before/after Raya. A week after Raya? That’s totally ok for me. 

Raya kan sebulan! 

And so today,my husband took me to Giat Mara bengkel in Kuala Pilah. I was excited!

 Dah selamat hantar 5 pasang kain untuk baju raya kat Affanida Aryan. tak sabar plak nak tunggu hasilnya. thanks kak !

price range for Baju kurung pesak gantung RM30/- @ Affanida Aryan.

# As for the rest of my baju Raya, I guess I’ll just have to find ready-made ones.

Enjoys Cute Day Out With Hubby & Baby

I'm not working today. So I decided to spend the day with my family. And today I went to Mid Valley with Hubby and Lily Marissa as planning. Thanks to Hubby, we went there by car. Too excited for Lily... My husband and I debated for days over whether to bring a stroller and a baby carrier or just the carrier.  I opted for just the carrier. Sebab tak nak semak-semak dalam kepadatan orang ramai. I think I made the right decision.

YEAHHHH, padat — with Lily Marissa and Razmie Razak at Mama & Baby Fair In Mid Valley.  

Just what we was looking for, a brand new baby carrier.  

It was a pleasant day.

sayang ibu !

As I leave today, we decide to take  my baby at kampung. 

Bila lagi nak ambil LILY MARISSA datang sini kalau bukan time-time cuti macam ni.

 Moreover we have other plan.

 Excited sangat nak bawak marrisa pergi Mama & Baby Fair In Mid Valley. on 28th July 2012.

Hubby lagi la suka marissa ada kat rumah. Hubby kalau boleh nak ambil marissa terus suruh ibu die berhenti kerja jage baby.  (cannot la sayang, I tak boleh berhenti kerja )

back in the office? medical leave?

I'm officially on medical leave until 31/07/2012, 

But today I'm back in the office and back to reality (sob, sob) 

Yesterday, I'm feeling so bored and lonely bila hubby pergi work and I terpaksa duduk rumah. 

This is the worst time,  I have nothing to do at the end of the day. Without astro, internet. ERMMMMM....

Then, I just asked to my hubby untuk pergi kerja the next day. 

At first he did not give permission sebab I still on medical leave. 

But, setelah dipujuk dengan many reason, he said okayyyy !!!

Today my husband sent me to the office as usual. 

Naik je office I bagi MC to Kak Sheila and she told me that better I still on holiday sebab ada medical leave from hospital, dia tak nak lah anything happens kalau I pergi kerja. 

So, I balik rumah at the afternoon. 

*sorry degil cakap hubby ;(

Selamat Puasa Ramadhan 1433 H

Selamat menyambut bulan Puasa Ramadhan 1433 H. 

Alhamdulillah tahun lepas dapat sambut Ramadan dengan husband, tapi tahun ni tak rasa excited nak sambut Ramadan sebab aku kena berpantang affect dari miscarriage last Thursday.

 Ermmmm... pity me.

But, as a sucsess wife to MOHAMMAD RAZMI, aku kena jugak bagi semangat kat hubby untuk menunaikan ibadah puasa

ALHAMDULILLAH,..hubby pergi terawikh start malam tadi. 

So, Ibu and lily marissa boleh balik rumah mak while waiting hubby balik terwaikh. ;)

 untung kahwin orang dekat, kejap-kejap boleh jumpe family kita jugak.

Discharge from the hospital

Well, last night, i finally got my second lucid dream. HAHA

7:00pm I started with heavy cramps that become contractions every 5 minutes. 

started bleeding heavily with cramps.

 I spent another hour having strong and painful contractions.

My miscarriage felt like a really bad period, but the disappointment is what really hurt.

 The contractions started at about 7:00 pm and lasted until about 11:45 pm. 

It was very scary and very painful. 

I called the doctor and they told me that my cervix was opening and getting ready to expel.

 Afterward, i felt very weak and exhausted! 

7:00am after scanning, the doctor said that D&C is not to be carried out as planned.

~dah boleh discharge this tengahari.

Total bill = RM21/-
 Got maternity leave after miscarriage 18/07/2012 - 31/07/2012

My Beloved friend, ( Manje Munira and Hanna Haidir. )
Thank you for taking the time out of your busy schedule to visit me in hospital during my illness. ;( 

admitted to hospital

I was admitted to Hospital Ampang during my early pregnancy.

Sbb bleeding at 12 weeks pregnancy, affect dari previous scar and hypotension @ darah rendah.

Check in about 2 days. 

If nothing happen I dah boleh discharge after operation the next day.

 Suppose i was admit in Class 2 but for bed aku kene duduk class 3 sbb emergency cases.

Somemore my very first experience admit at goverment hospital..
delivered my 1st baby pon kat private hospital.

Ohhh!!! tak sanggup lagi nak kene admit... 

Bab environment mmg okay.. memang peaceful & comfort. 

Nurse pun okay baik & friendly. specialist and doctor pun baik..overall mmg okay. makanan pun okay. security pun okay. 

Nak admit just kena bayar about RM15/- for deposit. 

~Thanks hubby sent me to the hospital. I want to thank you for being there.

last working day before admit

Today is my last working day.

Fill up the leave form and submitted to my boss

Dear Boss,

I am not able to come to office the next day,so pls grant me a leave for 3 days. ;)

For the next few hours I wondered about ward.

 I'll be report back next week..

 at Syarikat SRS Bumimotors Glenmarie.

kat rumah plak merengek kat hubby tak nak masuk ward. 

macam-macam tanya kat hubby

*sayang, kat hospital nanti ada tak senior datang buli orang ?? HAHA

*sayang, malam-malam nak tidur ada hantu tak macam FILEM KHURAFAT ???

12 weeks pregnant and bleeding

I am 12 weeks pregnant with my 2nd child & have been bleeding 

I got off work and I noticed a tiny amount of blood in my panties 

i'm really nervous because this is my secound time being pregnant and i'm afraid .
yesterday I was co crampy. Sometimes it is dull and sometimes its very uncomfortable.
I went straight to my husband and asked him to take me to the hospital

Couldn't find the heartbeat on the scan

HISTORY
LMP  : 18/04/2012
POA : 12 weeks
No scan done
No booking done
** THIS IS UNPLANNED PREGNANCY
** I and husband did not practive any method of contraception properly since last child birth in Nov 2011
Minimal bleeding from os
Os close
Bimanual examination by Dr. Rathi
- Uterus size 12 weeks 
Ultrasound examination : IUGS seen
-empty with no fetal pole
GS : 56.3mm
Problems : 1 previous scar in Nov 2011
Postural hypotension
** Option given by doctor with risk explained :
1. Conservative management
> Spontaneous miscarriage
> Risk of incomplete miscarriage and bleeding
2. Surgical
> ERPOC
> Risk of Uterus perforation, Cervical laceration and bleeding


** I choose ERPOC


Date of ERPOC booked on 19/07/2012
Admission on 18/07/2012 before 10am
at Hospital Ampang.

making daging salai

making daging salai for this weekend,

requested fr my akak sempena her engagement.

my sister's fiancee will come from Tanjung Karang, Selangor

So nak rasa la gulai daging salai.

nasib baik la adik you ni kahwin dengan orang Negeri Sembilan tau.

 Kalo tak, tak merasa.

mummy sabrina sibuk dengan yong tau foo dia. along nana's secret recipes. HIKHIKHIK

yang ni makan untuk makan petang ;)

AIKKKKK, anak dara ibu pon ada jugaksss. 

 Now, I am so happy to announce that my sister got engaged last week. 

Many congratulations & wishing u a happy relationship ahead my sister!

Happy Birthday to My Lil Sister!

Last Thursday 7th June, 2012 is my little sister Sabrina's big cake day ....

Happy 20th Birthday babe! 

Choc Moist 1/2kg just only Rm30/-

So I bought birthday cake from KAK EEINZ which is Mummy Echot's sister. 

Order on Thursday, then pick up kat senawang on Friday night masa ontheway balik kuala pilah. 

# sedap tau cake ni. So uolsss, please feel free to visit blog kak eeinz@ macho mom ni at http://sasabakehouse.blogspot.com boleh tengok macam-macam cake lagi.

bestfriend !

A massive thanks to my old friend Nuraisyah Zainudin and boyfriend Naszery Husley for coming, rinduuuu nak lepak lagi. I am sure my baby will miss both of you. Your my best friend forever and always we're together too much but far not enough and if you die before I do ask god if heaven's got room for two. LOVE you chotttt ! シ

To my husband Razmie Razak I love you more than words can say !

*hugs =/


# marissa time ni mengade sangat nak mummy chot suap die makan. 

Happy Teacher's Day !

To all the teachers who've survived teaching me, Happy Teacher's Day ! 

To the teachers in Tunku Kurshiah School, Teknik Juasseh, PLKN Mantin, Poly Kota Melaka, Poly Shah Alam..

*hughug*

Lily Marissa ♥

anak dara ibu n papa dah makin mengade-ngade. geget pipi tu kang.

 pantang tengok camera dah skang ni sampai nganga-nganga ;D

 mana tak gerammmmmssssss, pandai pulak jelir lidah tu.

papa kalau jaga marissa mesti macam ni. dia yang tidurrrr

marissa cakap ".....boringsssss la papa kite ni.."

pondel nenek

sekarang anak dara ibu n papa dah pandai meniarap.

 keja skang asyik nak meniarap je plak.

badan tu dah makin bulat. nenek pon panggil marissa pondel.

suprise !

todayy, appointment with doctor untuk injection 5 bulan baby LILY MARISSA. ;)

then checkup untuk aku pulak sebab dah lewat 6 days. 

buat UPT - urine prenancy test

My daughter is 5 months old and I'm pregnant AGAIN.

I am terrified to have another baby. 

and now I just found out I'm pregnant. 

Has anyone else been in this situation before? 

If so did you loose your mind like I feel like I'm going to? 

What am I going to do?

 # rezeki dari ALLAH, 

ALHAMDULILLAH (الحمد لله)

suspense

Morning sunshine...

 Safely arrived at office but arini mood semacam tak okay. 

Feeling dizzy!!!

‎6 days LATE. :-X suspense!!!!

# kenapa mual tekak & rasa nak muntah neh?HIHIHIHI! (^.^') 

abang nervous lah macam neh.HIHIHIHI!:p

macammm kucing

Aku syak perempuan ni dia ada sixth sense la. Macam kucing dalam semak, kau ngendap dia dari belakang slow macam mana pun, bila dah dekat mesti dia terkejut dan pusing belakang tengok muka kau. Saat dia tengok muka kau tu, kau rasa macam loser sangat.

" aisehh kantoi, nak tangkap kucing pun fail.. ceh. Tahu je kucing ni aku nak tangkap dia kan!"

careful ;)

do not friend TOO CLOSE with someone that very very very love GOSSIP!

keep gossipping this & that..

create rumours about personal & private affair of other..

life cuma buang masa cakap belakang pasal orang..

masa tengah rapat memang seronok join gossip.

but once u crisis with this type of crap person,dia akan canang gossip about u kat orang lain pulak.

# nak berkawan je boleh lah.tapi untuk jadikan kawan baik,tak sesuai..

gatai hang no !!!

jika ditanya soal RINDU aku terhadap dia..

meskipun dia berada di depan mata juga aku masih merindu..

walaupun aroma kulitnya telah aku hidu,juga masih tak mampu melenyapkan rasa rindu..

bermesra luang masa bersama itu bagaikan ubat pelali..

habis kesannya,terasa lah luka..

kerana RINDU aku takkan pernah ada kesudahan selagi ada cinta..:-*

Today is My little Brother's birthday!

Today is my little brother's birthday.

 He's turning 15 today!! 

While this is great for him, it makes me feel incredibly old.

~I love my brother very dearly.
sorry this year takde cake untuk kau !! ;)

It's raining.

"It's raining. Feel sorry for my husband having to send me here and back to kl to work.hurmmm.. 

kesian hubby, sebelum hantar aku pergi kerja kat Glenmarie, dia akan pergi office dia dulu kat Amber Business Plaza kat Cheras. 

Thumb print at 9.00am, collect semua surat and baru lah hantar aku pergi kerja melalui Hiway NPE.

Lepas je hantar aku, dia akan balik semula ke KL untuk sattled kan surat-surat dia tu.

Petang pulak, Hubby akan thumb print dulu pukul 6.00pm then datang semula ke Glenmarie pick up aku. 

# pity hubby ;(

anak dara ibu n papa !

anak dara ibu dah 4 bulan, alaaaaaa ohmeyyyyyy, ohhhhmeyyyyyy

return to kampung every weekend, tak pernah missed...

sebab tak menahan rindu kat anak dara ibu n papa ni. 

gambar-gambar ni jelahhh yang jadi peneman ibu n papa kat KL. 

Ibu n papa sayang LILY MARISSA sangatssssss.

kamu makin dengki, kami makin dikenali.

Orang yang paling cerdik adalah orang yang melihat kesilapan, kesalahan diri sendiri. 

Bukan melihat kesalahan orang lain.Tengok keburukan orang lain, keburukan sendiri tak tau. Jaga tepi kain orang boleh, tak salah, yang tak bolehnya jaga tepi kain hal rumah tangga orang. 

Menjadi fitrah manusia suka cerita dan dengar pasal keburukan orang. Sebab dalam diri banyak dosa, sebab tu jadi macam tu. Orang lain buat semua tak kena, yang bagusnya kita. Orang nak nikah dia serabut, orang cerai pon dia kata laaaaa. Die nikah ke cerai ke tak guna se sen pun duit kamu. Setiap apa yang kita kata kat dunia ni, akan disoal balik diakhirat kelak.

~INGAT BAIK.

coming back from the holidays.

hari ini aku melangkah ke tempat kerja. kerja kerja kerjaaaaaaaa. 

From now on, hubby akan hantar aku pergi work tiap-tiap hari. 
So, tak payah lagi nak drive dari KL to Shah Alam.

at Syarikat SRS Bumimotors


# THANKS hubby

cuti dah nak habis !

Cuti yang agak lama di rumah *sambil hirup udara kampung* buat hati tenang je... 

Tetapi rupanya cuti dah nak habis *hirup selagi boleh*... 

Lepas ini, kena pergi kerja semula 

*terus semput*...

I'm on holiday... :-)

I'm now on holiday and I will be back in the office until 8 February 2012.

 How nice is that! 

Lily Marissa ♥ WARDED!

“LILY MARISSA in the hospital with protein allergic"

my baby girl has a bout of dysentery. 

The doctor suggested no milk or formula or dairy products for 24 hrs.

Taken at Hospital Tuanku Jaafar, Seremban

Back to Kampung and berpantang

Ok i'm back...

 FYI, I akan berpantang di kampung hubby at Kg Parit Seberang, Kuala Pilah

 InsyaAllah for 44 days la kot. But must complete 44 days..

Sedih nye kena berpisah dengan hubby until maternity leave habis.

For sure, hubby promised that every weeks He will return to kampung to visit...

 I and baby LILY MARISSA.

Well I am throwing a surprise.

 I would have to say my most memorable birthday cake came from my Mother in Law.

Extra special so she threw me my first surprise party with hubby's family.

my hubby's birthday

My memories this Tuesday are centering around my dear hubby who is having a birthday today. 

I'm lucky enough to have known my sweet husband since we were both 13 years old. 

We were friends for many years before we ever dated. 

We did date for a short time in high school and then we were forced to break up.

 This was meant to keep the peace, but in our case it made things rather difficult at the time.

 It's all quite a long story but the good news is that eventually it worked out! ;) 

I am so lucky to have a husband like you. Every year with you is better than the last. Wish you a very Happy Birthday, my dear husband.

# hubby you just muda dari I 3 days je tau, jangan nak perasan muda sangatssss. 

don't call me KAKAK anymore ! AHHA

It's my birthdayyyy !!!

Today is my 23rd birthday !!!

This birthday is special to me.

And this is the first birthday my parents aren't with me. 

And you know what?

 I'm taking a moment today to appreciate how lucky I am and how hard I've worked to be where I am today. 

I'm not lying when I say how happy I am. Literally. I have never been happier :)

I love you guys, and thanks so much for the birthday wishes!